Games stories of morbid death

To the lost, and to the searching

2007-09-26T12:13:00.000-07:00

There is no sure thing in this world of ours, except for the concept of "change". So there's no need to over analyze, if it works out, then good, if it doesn't, then move on.
Because being stagnant is the worst feeling of all, the feeling of emptiness, the feeling of not being needed, is almost comparable to the concept of limbo.

If it works out, it works out, if it doesn't life still moves on and so should you.
Don't give in to the voices in your head saying that you are worthless, a loser, a bum, a good for nothing parasite and so-on. Don't give in to self-doubt, 'cause like this guy once said "whether you say that you are right or you are wrong, you are always right".
I believe this statement to be true, and so it's time to swallow my pride and move on to the next chapter of my life, no room left for self-doubt, or pity.

Rejection...ouch

2007-08-15T16:07:00.000-07:00

Not too long ago we've been dating, I thought everything was just fine, but it turns out that she just....just wants to be friends...T_T
I don't know, well actually I do, I came on a bit too strong, well at least that's my side of the story, my story, me being a he, makes it HISTORY, hahaha<-laughter
I only wish to give off a genuine laugh right now, but but but, huh..ow crap.
I know now that I feel numb, not really sad not really happy, just typing what I think I'll feel when the emotional hangover kicks-in in the morning.

Should I still try, or should I accept the fact that she doesn't see anything romantic in me? Ow ow ow ow ow cow bowow bow, cry crow bow wow. She said "I'm sorry but I only view you as a friend" with a tearful voice, I asked is there no hope at all?
she said I don't know, but I just want to be clear with you, I only view you as a friend, that's why I've been avoiding you, 'cause I don't want to hurt you in the future. I asked, hurt me in what way, she said, I don't know, I then asked her if she's ok with me still trying to be more than just friends, and she said it's up to you.

Well it boils down to the facts of what are we really? She's a girl, and I'm a guy who has feelings for her, and what do guys do to girls that they have feelings for?
We court them, naturally, and since she said that it's up to me if I still wanna go at it, I'll take that as an opportunity, we're still good friends, nothing more for now, only time will tell.

We've only been dating for more or less than three months, so I think it's too early for her to say it's over. I'll follow my advice, and not be a hypocrite, "persevere".

FUCK YEAH: Graduation!!!

2007-06-21T21:08:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow's my graduation ceremony, I'm so excited I can't hold it anymore, so anxious so rambunctious, so so so so much more than words can say, with the use of imagery though, just think that I'm so happy that I want to punch some one's face in with my straight, then kick him in the groin, give him a knee to the face, then just kick him on the ground till he ceases to breathe, I guess that's how happy I am right now ohhh... FUCK...CK...cK...ck...

Plus her smile is another reason to be happy, hehehe, I just can't get enough of her these days, crap, huh...hh, hehehe.

What's next for me? Film school and an apprenticeship under a known director, how cool is that?! And the real kicker to this predicament is that it's all for free!!!!!!!XD

Thanks Brother!!!!!

Fox Pics: Who's there?

2007-06-13T07:28:00.001-07:00

Fox Pics: I didn't do it!

2007-06-11T08:13:00.000-07:00

Fox Pics: I hunt alone

2007-06-07T12:32:00.000-07:00

Fox Pics: Me pounce you DIE!!!

2007-06-05T02:51:00.000-07:00

Don't know why..

2007-06-03T21:47:00.000-07:00

I don't know why I feel the way I feel, don't know why I can't be what I wanna be, don't know why I can't say what I wanna say, I'm just confused I guess, or maybe am afraid of the repercussions to come If I do what I'm supposed to do, if I say what I need to say. Fear sucks, it kicks you in the nuts and leaves you to be devoured by the wolves.

Thank goodness I can count on her to lighten up my day, although she may sometimes leave me feeling worse than I initially felt, at least I still get to smile when I'm with her.

I feel like I'm torn up inside and broken outside, just like a collage of misinterpretations and the angst of the events that have and will have come in the near future. This is it I'm calling him up, I'm telling him everything, hope he doesn't beat me with a stick.

Next time I'll be posting something positive, don't wanna be sucked into the void of depression.

Fight for Tomorrow!

2007-05-27T21:12:00.000-07:00

What do you do when everything and everyone seems to be conspiring against you, when the very events that are taking place around you seems so hopeless, what do you do?

You fight, Fight for tomorrow!, and that's exactly what I'll do!

"Sigh" here comes the Void to suck me down again

2007-05-25T07:17:00.000-07:00

"Sigh" This feeling of dread, of your fears coming to fruition, this is the worst feeling of all, the feeling of helplessness. I see myself slipping into the void of depression once again, FUCK!!!, why now when things are finally falling into place why now?!

They haven't returned my calls, and it's near graduation time, my deadline, if I don't get this thing moving I won't be graduating this June, oh crap!!, but crap just doesn't fit the current context I'm in maybe BULL CRAP WITH DUNG BEATLES and a KICK in the CROTCH will do, I think I'm going to have a breakdown in my immediate future. "Sigh"

I have no choice but to look on the bright side of things, it's not the end of the world. humm.. That's not the answer I'm looking for, but it's all I've got.
Am going to confess to mom tomorrow, I hope she says something that'll help.

Shin Megami Tensei Nocturne

2007-05-23T10:58:00.001-07:00

Call it what you will-
a revelation from god, or a curse of the demon king
The fact remains that our world came to an end.

A heretic called upon an unearthly light,
and devastation ensued.

Chaos crawled out of the depths of the ocean,
from the black abyss.

Death upon death. ..
Nothing but death in this barren land.

Who can we pray to!
There are only demons and fiends here.

A voice in the dark beguiles me.

"Truth is a mystery, unravelled by the candles' flames."

---- From The Journal of a Man Who Wandered into Another World

In Tokyo, Japan, a high school student on his way to visit his teacher at the hospital meets a reporter who tells him a bizarre story about a recent clash in a local park, which the man believes is tied to the occult.

After the strange run-in, the boy arrives at the hospital in Shinjuku only to discover that the hospital is empty and his teacher is nowhere to be found. After wandering around the deserted building, the boy encounters a mysterious man in the basement. Shortly after, from the rooftop, he witnesses a catastrophic event--the Conception. The earth shakes and a bright light engulfs everything on the horizon. When the boy awakens, he finds his appearance drastically altered. As he wanders the hospital halls, he comes to realize that he has been turned into a demon.

In the aftermath of the destruction, the boy sets forth on a journey where he must battle against demonic forces to bring order to the chaos. The world awaits its rebirth, but will it ever be the same again?

THANK YOU!!!!!!

2007-05-22T03:55:00.001-07:00

Tina thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you.

For the new burner, I'll be sure to burn you your anime at a moments request!

It's been too long since last I....

2007-05-21T12:59:00.000-07:00

Posted anything in my blog. These days time seems so fast, that I find it hard to pick myself up and digest what's happening to my world. I feel lost and unsure, I guess it's due to my up and coming graduation, crap!! I'll miss school.

Lost and unsure, this is true, but when I look at what's happening in the "bigger picture" perspective, I know I should be happy and thankful but that's simply not the case.

Three potential futures lie ahead for me, One being a Director of film, am being offered to be an apprentice of this certain director, Two be one of those people who fix game graphics, am being offered to try it out for a year, and Three be an Entrepreneur, I studied this course for 2 years and how many months, but the thing is.... the business right now....... well it's stuck....... crap!!, 'cause a certain company won't reciprocate my endeavors in moving the business, but...... I can't blame it all on them, meaning I slack-off too much, and I'm too quiet.

In my "bigger picture" perspective as of now, I see that I can pursue all three futures at the same time, but the thing is the third option really depends on the company's response, and I know that If I pursue all of these futures theres a big chance that I'll burn-out, surely hope not.

What the gist of all these circumstances are telling me right now, I guess is, "hey you're still young, don't aim for the ceiling, aim high, aim for the sky and fly, while you still can", hum.. nice, ok I'll do it, I'll aim for the sky...

Roger Jr.

2006-04-18T09:49:00.000-07:00

This is one of my most favored characters in Tekken because he's so cute and cuddly, no not really, I like using him 'cause hardly anyone knows how to use him for the reason that he's not really that popular of a character.
So everytime I fight someone new it's always a suprise for them.

Hahahahah.. no one can defeat me because I'm the Overlord. Except for the guy on the Tekken Lord link of this blog he's really good.

Karate-do V.S. Taekwondo, Jin V.S. Hwoarang

2006-04-18T09:15:00.000-07:00

Literal translation, Chinese-hand-way, or Way of the Chinese Hand.
The martial art originated from Okinawa. A very noticable offshoot of this martial art is Taekwondo, which just happens to be Hwoarang's martial art, who by coincidence is Jin's rival, this offshoot among others being dissowned by Japanese practitioners, perhaps because of Japan's preocupation of primacy or purity of art, with Jin being the representative of Karatedo and Hwoarang of Taekwondo this coincidence just makes one wonder, are the creators of Tekken creating subtle hints of their hatred for the impure art? hmm something to think about aye?

Basilisk

2006-04-18T09:07:00.000-07:00

Just got the whole series today plus the Live-Action-Movie called Shinobi.
This is my first time to encounter the series but it's looks like I'll be enjoying watching this anime, yet another series of anime based on ninja's.

Balnced good. I can cut you up with speed and ease

2006-04-17T10:28:00.000-07:00

This is my second sword its called a Bolo Tusok, though the actual model I have isn't as flashy as the picture to the left, its still is as deadly, which makes me happy.

This is a short sword with good balance which makes it an efficient killing tool, versitile because of its size and I prefer using this for practice, over my machete, 'cause it's lighter.

Not much to say I'd rather not expound on the subject cause I'm getting a bit drowzy now I want to sleep now. Ok you can sleep now Ryan, Really I can!! Ok goodnight. zzzz...zz

Thank you Christine, though it's a bit tough to work with

2006-04-17T09:58:00.000-07:00

The Sword Baton my third sword that was added to my collection just today. Thanks again Christine. Now the Sword baton though it looks cool is not actually of any us when in its elongated form as seen in the picture in the left. One would assume to use it with a katana application, but sadly due to its design you'd rather just use the blade itself rather than connect it to its other half, having tried it once using katana sword application I was shocked when the blade flew away from the handle, and most probably with a wrong swing I could've injured myself.

The sword baton to my preference would be most effectively used as either a baton (with the sheath on) a sword, or (my personal favorite) a sword and a baton not the sword baton combo, using this weapon as the combo would most likely get you killed rather than save your life.

Scary weapon it flew over my head, fuck!

DISGAEA: Anime

2006-03-27T08:57:00.000-08:00

It was recently announced that there will be an anime adaptation of the game DISGAEA:Hour of Darkness which will be coming out this April.

The series is basesd on Laharl's misadventures as he struggles to become the underworld's next Overlord.

Digital Devil Saga 2: Characters 2

2006-03-16T09:43:00.000-08:00

Sera

The black-haired girl who appeared mysteriously after light swept the Junkyard. She seemed to have amnesia, and was not wearing a tag ring when the Embryon found her (tag rings are required for identification, and every tribe wears one). Her singing can prevent others from turning into deamons, and her forgotten memories become increasingly important to Serph and the Embryon... There seems to be a connection between her, the Karma temple and Nirvana.

Sera's Atma is Varnani. Varnani is the godess of night and water, as well as the female incarnation of Varna, creator of the Three Worlds. Sera's demon form closely resembles Serph's, and like his is aligned with the water element.

Shin Megami Tensei Digital Devil Saga 2

2006-03-14T09:05:00.000-08:00

A black sun bleeds across the land of Nirvana...

Serph, the leader of the Embryon, wanders
aimlessly through the lifeless streets before him.
In the Junkyard, his tribe fought a gruesome war, hoping the light of heaven would relieve their suffering. In the end Serph's world vanished along with the comrades that stood by his side.

All that awaited him in Nirvana were endless streets litered with the silent remains of human statues.

The Promised Land was nothing but a new hell.

Digital Devil Saga 2: Characters 1

2006-03-13T09:38:00.000-08:00

Indra

Human counterpart Roland. The current leader of Lokapala, a rebel group fighting against the Karma Society. The original leader was a man named Greg, but upon his death both his son Fred and the Lokapala passed into Roland's care. Originally a classically educated
author, Roland now drowns himself in alchohol.

Roland's Atma is Indra, the god of heroes and lightning, who uses Vashura as a weapon. Indra has the power to control storms. He defeated Vritora and became the king of the Three worlds. Roland's incarnation of Indra is aligned with electricity.

DISGAEA: Characters 4

2006-03-10T08:42:00.000-08:00

Vyers/Mid-boss

Self-proclaimed rival of Laharl. He calls himself the "Dark Adonis", but Laharl and the others simply refer to him as "Mid-boss".

Vyers is a moster type character in the game, so he can't equip any humans only weapons, He is one of the main characters in the game DISGAEA: Hour of Darkness.

DISGAEA: Characters 3

2006-03-09T09:05:00.000-08:00

Flonne

An angel trainee who is sent to the netherworld to assasinate King Krichevskoy (only to find out that he was already deceased). She believes in love so much that Laharl calls her a "Love Freak".

She is a cleric type character and is one of the major characters in the game DISGAEA: Hour of Darkness.

DISGAEA: Characters 2

2006-03-07T08:42:00.000-08:00

Etna

Laharl's vassal. Although she seems to sreve Laharl faithfully, she has her own agenda. She revers the late Overlorld King Krichevscoy, Laharl's father who died chocking on a black pretzel.

Etna is the one of the main characters in the game DISGAEA, she is also the first of Laharl's allies.

DISGAEA: Characters 1

2006-03-06T08:41:00.000-08:00

Prince Laharl

Self-centered to the extreme, his ambition is to become the overlord of the Netherworld. He can't stand hearing words like "love" and "kindness".

The main character of the game DISGAEA: Hour of Darkness.

DISGAEA: Hour of Darkness

2006-02-27T05:39:00.000-08:00

This game is a must have for all anime freaks. A short description of the game, it's a turn based tactical game with a lot of anime feel to it.

As you progress through each chapter there will be a preview of the next chapter, just like anime with the characters talking nonsense while going through the barrage of images. The game also calls the "chapters" as "episodes".

This is a really kick-ass game, if only my PS2 wasn't broken I'd be playing this game everyday 'till I finish it.

SPOILER WARNING!! 3

2006-02-23T07:41:00.000-08:00

This is what Naruto looks like in the second story arc.
I have to say that I'm really dissapointed with the up-coming episode (175) it's going to be another filler episode.

This picture of Naruto is taken from the manga. Naruto in the second arc seems to be smarter in terms of his decisions and a bit more mature than he was before. He now has the Oodama Rasengan or Supper Rasengan, which looks to be VERY powerful.

SPOILER WARNING!

2006-02-22T07:11:00.000-08:00

Out of the rookie nine of Konoha's genins only Hyuuga Neji was promoted to Jounin level after the passing of 2yrs. and six months in the second story arch of the Naruto anime series.

Excluding Naruto and Neji everybody else is now a Chunin in the second story arc.

I have faith in you my master

2006-02-21T09:09:00.000-08:00

Civilization 4 doesn't work on my desktop, reason=virtual memory too low. Crap Bull CRAP
I haven't been able to play anything for a week now and am starting to get fidgety, I have a 1gb ddr2 ram hidden and safe in my hous, but the problem is that my motherboard doesn't support ddr2 it is physicaly unable to fit.
The answer to my problem is=Master Ibba he told me that he'll sell me a motherboard that's ddr2 compatible, for a reasonable price, I only hope his price is really reasonable, or in my language cheap. Sir please read this post and give me a good price.

I give you my thanks in advance.

2yrs. and six months

2006-02-20T10:04:00.000-08:00

Though this blog isn't necessarily an anime oriented one, I have recently ran out of games to play, and time has given me no choice but to post a spoiler to Naruto's 2nd story arc.

SPOILER WARNING!!
Gaara after 2yrs. and 6 months is Sand village's Kazekage.

More spoilers to come only if I don't get to play any game on any console soon.

Guild Wars Civilization 4 = No time

2006-02-19T19:00:00.000-08:00

I have as of now no time to play my recently bought games and it's such a bummer. Fuck and bull crap why is time so scarce?

Chuck Norris Facts

2006-02-16T08:35:00.000-08:00

Chuck Norris once ate an entire bottle of sleeping pills. They made him wink

Chuck Norris CAN touch MC Hammer.

It takes Chuck Norris 20 minutes to watch 60 minutes.

Chuck Norris grinds his coffee with teeth and boils the water with his own rage.

In the beggining there was nothing...then Chuck Norris roundhouse kicked that nothing in the face and said "Get a job". That is the story of the universe.

When taking the SAT, write "Chuck Norris" for every answer. You will score over 8,000.

Chuck Norris CAN believe it's butter.

Some people wear Superman pajamas, Superman wears Chuck Norris pajamas.

Chuck Norris roundhouse kicks don't really kill people. They wipe them out from the space-time continium.

Chuck Norris doesn't own a stove, oven, or microwave, because revenge is a dish best served cold.

Chuck Norris eats beef jerky and craps gunpowder. Then he uses that gunpowder to make a bullet, which he uses to kill a cow and make more beef jerky. Some people refer to this as the "Cycle of Life"

Science Fact: Roundhouse kicks are copromised primarily of an element called Chucktanium.

Chuck Norris did in fact build Rome in a day.

Once you go Norris, you are physically unable to go back.

If at first you don't succeed, you're not Chuck Norris.

Chuck Norris destroyed the periodic table, because Chuck Norris only recognizes the element of surprise.

Tekken/fighting/killing=fun

2006-01-22T08:03:00.000-08:00

SAMBO is a modern Russian martial arts system developed during the Soviet union, the art mixes both striking and grappling techniques. The word SAMBO is an abbreviation of the word SAMozashchita Bez Oruzhiya, meaning self-defense without a weapon in Russian. SAMBO was founded by a lot of people, there is not one father of the system. The founders of SAMBO sifted deliberately through all of the world's martial arts to augment their military's hand-to-hand combat system, as the buffer between Europe and Asia, Russia had more than ample opportunities to sift through the martial skills of various invaders, Vikings, Tatars, Mongolians, etc..

To name a few of SAMBO's influences, here is a list:
Savate
Muay Thai
Wu Shu
Jujitsu
Boxing
Greco-Roman Wrestling
Fencing
Various (Russian)native combat systems

According to my research (Tekken5 D.R. etc.) SAMBO
is more of a grappling art than a striking art.

Origins: Sweet Science

2006-01-21T07:17:00.000-08:00

At around 900B.C., a greek ruler named Thesus was entertained by seeing men who would sit in front of each other and beat another with their fists until one of them would die, in time this became an Olympic sport where fighters wore gloves (not padded) and wrappings on their arms and elbows, but otherwise were completely naked when competing. After the fall of the Roman empire this sport disappeared, and would later re-surface in England during the late 1600's as Boxing.

Time

2005-11-19T03:54:00.000-08:00

Why does the passing of time feel as if it's eating away at my concience. I feel that there's something I'm supposed to do, but I'm to weak to accomplish these task for now, so I just sit back and watch as events unfold to their current state and take the blame for everything that has gone wrong due to the circumstance of me being too weak to help. The only answer I can think of now is to quickly come up with a good business idea and help them. Again I am caught in the loop of the feeling of helplesness, as I play more games, train, and study I feel as if I'm going further and further away from my goal, and eventually be numb to their predicament, I really hope the flash of inspiration hits me A.S.A.P.. Dungeon siege 2 and Elder Scrolls 3 Morrowind are my next targets for experience.

Not quite a 100% but it'll do

2005-11-16T05:06:00.000-08:00

I finished the game today at 8:58pm, I got the second ending, and it was great, the Dahaka in this ending cease's to exist but doesn't die, Kaileena dies in this ending and a somewhat intro to PoP3 is shown in the ending, in the pupils of the Prince. I guess I'd be playing Dungeon Siege2 now but the thing is I don't have the time, I still have to finish the new CIE brochure as a tool to help me create my own business idea, well at least that's what Dax told me. I need more exposure.

Console gaming

2005-11-12T05:09:00.000-08:00

I miss it so much, I feel as if there was a deep hole in my heart, a gap that only the PS2 can fill, I hope the console comes back in good shape from his doctor's appointment. All this emotion for a non-organic or even sentient being, no I'm just exaggerating 'cause I already finished all my P.C. games, and time seems to stand still, not even moving an inch for my mind's resolve. I'm tired of waiting for nothing I should come up with a business Idea soon to pass away time, as if life were a game. I need knowledge, experience, and most of all the courage to back up whatever business idea that comes to mind. Digital Devil Saga 2 a kick-ass game about the futre of the world run by a society of demi-humans. Like all of the other Shn M egami Tensei games, the storyline goes about how the hero of the story defeas the odds and God himself. Although in DDS God is not a super natural being but something else I've yet to know, the games layout and story is still kick-ass, not literaly of course.

Training

2005-11-10T07:37:00.000-08:00

I've been training for the past few month's, a daily requirement that I just had to fill, unfortunately for me after the Baguio trip I haven't been training regularly except on Sundays, due to the lack of maintenance I have been set back, my skills with the stick and the blade has and is being dulled for every week that I don't train. I can almost see it, I can almost feel its organic touch the black belt I've been training for. I need discipline yet at the same time I need to play games to spawn new and innovative business Ideas. I need to find an equilibrium for both hobbies. I need or maybe it's just a want, to find the equilibrium between the two, but if I was supposed to choose between the two interests I'd choose gaming, for it is the only field of which I know I can make money out of, or is it off. Prince of Persia the Sands of Time was the game which inspired me to take up Arnis for reasons of espada y dagga (sword and dagger).

I hope the PS2 gets fixed, I'm really looking forward for....

2005-11-09T07:02:00.000-08:00

Life may very well be an RPG

2005-11-08T06:10:00.000-08:00

As I said before in the post called Experiment, I'd try to live my life as if it were a game, an RPG to be more precise, and as a result I'm feeling much much better now than before the experiment, or another more precise term would be a paradigm shift. Problems now aren't problems anymore, they're quests which I need to complete in order to progress in my game(life). As RPG's go there is no lacking when it comes to the fun and diverse characters which I have met, each one having their own expertise to lend in solving a particular quest, and each one having their own side quests to complete. I only hope that my quest for a good business idea will be complete soon, cause this game is getting to be repetative and laggy. With knowledge being the experience factor in this game, I need to expose character player one(me) to new concepts, people and environments to fulfill the levelup requirements. Today I was able to learn a new move to hieghten character player one's ability in sword play, add body weight to each swing of your sword, develop your footwork, shorten gaps between each swing and you've got a fast sword which you can even hear cut through the air with its speed. I wasn't able to play today, and I had nothing else to say(type).

Life upgrade 9 and so-on

2005-11-07T07:10:00.000-08:00

I just got the scorpion sword, Teddy Bear second weapon (undreakable), and am about to go and get the Mask of the Sand Wraith to change the Prince's destiny of death by the hands of the Dahaka guardian of the timeline, which I killed in the alternate endng with the water sword. I only hope that by playing more games and exposing myself to these elements of the I.T. world will I come up with a kick-ass business idea, soon.

The End, maybe not I've got nothig else to do

2005-11-06T06:15:00.000-08:00

I finished the game last Friday, great ending with the water sword equiped, which showed a glimpse of what's to come in the upcoming third installment of the game series Prince of Persia 3: Two Thrones,which release date is this December, crap, I really need to get my PS2 fixed, among other things. Now I'm playing Warrior Within the for the second time, cause as the post title says I've got nothig else to do. PoP 3, as said, will tie up the loose ends of the first and the second game, I can't wait to play, but I don't have the money to fix my PS2 so what's the point in waiting right?, well I have one It'll be my incentive to come up with a good business idea to get more money, ha. I really hope this elusive business idea of mine comes soon.

Water sword, Sand Wraith

2005-11-03T08:13:00.000-08:00

As the title of the post says Water sword and Sand Wraith, meaning this are my current achievements in the game, It took me a while to complete all nine life upgrades but I finally did it, and as for the Sand Wraith, well I (the Prince) just turned into the Sand Wraith as part of the storyline and not of the in game glitch. I also got the Hockey stick second weapon which is unbreakable by the way, among others of its kind it was the only unbreakable weapon which I took cause it was the most convenient, meaning it was very near the Hour Glass chamber, my past destination a while ago. I did save a separate file for the original ending of the game without the Water Sword. Ok I'm done for today, more updates tomorrow.

The Empress

2005-11-02T06:38:00.000-08:00

Prince Of Persia: Warrior Within, isn't only a great game, it's a kick ass, event changing, catalystic game, speaking in terms of how much I enjoy playing the game, and of course how You (Prince) can manipulate the timeline to change your destiny. I've been playing the game for the past 3 days now, and through that short period of gaming time I noticed that my bloodlust has been gradually growing due to the game's violent and entertaining nature. Right now I'm about to confront Kaileena(The Empress) in a fight to the death, though I'm not sure if the Prince will actually kill Kaileena in the storyline of the game, but I'll find out soon enough.

Why is it Crapy?

2005-11-01T04:41:00.000-08:00

Prince of Persia 2, the storyline has something to do with death and time, which easily makes it a story that's worth the time to be heard or in this case played. Gameplay, brutal at the same time a bit realistic, meaning the free-form fighting style. Like any other RPG PoP 2 makes you feel as if you were the prince himself gutting through legions of advisaries and slitting the throats of some. Though it too is very anoying for reasons of the glitches scatered all over the game this is the reason why PoP 2 is a crapy game, I already bought the pc version to avoid this problem but the same thing still happens, the glitches I mean, once encountered one must repeat the game all over again, which by the is exactly what I'm doing righ now. I also finished Fable today. Crap

Prince of Persia

2005-10-30T05:50:00.000-08:00

All I can say is wow, graphics and story both exceed my expectations, though there is one thing that's bothering me, where's the Prince's british accent? I know I should finish Fable first but POP is too fun of a game to be ignored.

Yesterday

2005-10-29T05:21:00.000-07:00

Was fun, to be amongst friends and gathering in a very familiar environment was great fun, and I hope more opportune days like these will come in future endevours to come. I bought Prince of Persia 2 last Thursday, I just installed it today and forgot all about the internet connection. I also played Fable today, and will be playing again later. I found out that Character player one's mother is a heroine herself, and something about a sword which is somehow linked to character player one's bloodline.

EGG

2005-10-27T06:12:00.000-07:00

I, the apprentice gamer of Ibba "The Master" will be going to the EGG event tomorrow and am very much excited, exposure to other different gamers, hmm... I wonder what it would be like? I don't know but I'm about to find out tomorrow. Just needed to write(type) something to pass time.

Twinblade

2005-10-26T05:36:00.000-07:00

Once a hero himself, he turned his back on the guild and in doing so, signed his own death contract, the Avatar, name chosen for character player one, brought about Twinblade's demise in a most undesirably gruesome and painful death. The horrors of which has brought about the disbanding of Twinblade's empire of bandits. All of which is written(typed) here is an exaggeration to point out how much fun Fable can be.

Experiment

2005-10-25T07:56:00.000-07:00

Problems be it small, meddial or even colossal in size take up so much of our time, that in some isnstances we begin to forget ourselves, drown ourselves, and take the identities of the said problems in our lives. In my lifetime I have been subjected to these problems myself, of course, and the only means that I found to be helpful to float and not drown in them was in gaming. So, I began to put some thought in this reality that maybe I could take control over my life and create solutions for the said problems, how?, that was the first problem to my solution to the various other problems, so I just looked back to my past for refernce, gaming?, aha, what if I looked at life as it were a game, that way problems wouldn't seem to hard, and the said problems would'nt be poblems but instead they'd be quests that needs to be finished much like role playing games, you gain experience or in reality's terms knowledge. The more experiece you gain the more you levelup, and in reality's terms yet again, the more levels you have means, more success for you in whatever goals that you have set for yourself. The hard part to this line of thought is the fact that can you realy fool yourself into thinking that life is just a game?
I still don't know but I'll try this line of thought for a while to check and see if this will cheer me up a bit, because for some reason a blanket of melancholic emotion enraptues me more often now than last year. Hehehe just needed to write (type)something because I wasn't able to play fable today.

Fight club

2005-10-24T08:21:00.000-07:00

I just found out about the fight club in Fable. the rules are, no weapons, stay within the ring, and survive. A fast way to gain money in the game, the only draw back is the club only appears every night, so either you pass your time by finishing quests or stand in the area till night fall, which isn't that very long so if you have the patience, you earn money a lot faster. Character player one's main plot, as of now is to get revenge from the bandits who ransacked his village and slaughtered his family. That's all for now more spoilers to come in the immediate future.

Fable

2005-10-23T08:44:00.000-07:00

Amazing graphics, not so sure about the storyline though, but still it seems interesting enough, the game is similar to Knights of the Old Republic, in terms of them both having an alignment system. Though here in Fable you can pay people to forget any wrong done to them by your character. That's all for today I'm tired.

Purgatory

2005-10-22T07:52:00.000-07:00

Now I think I'm in a state of purgatory. Meaning: everything around me seems to constant, so stagnant, or maybe this is just my point of view, maybe the truth is that change comes slowly through the passing of time, though I cannot speak for everyone on this matter. Eat, sleep, play, crap, etc. daily routines which is starting to decay my mind, my being. I know my existense here is not supposed to be a waste of resources, space, and time, I need to change somehow, or else my time here would be a waste. An idea, I could just forget about what I said(typed) and just play another game, namely Fable:the lost chapters. Ok updates for Fable coming up tommorow.

The end

2005-10-21T15:05:00.000-07:00

I finaly finished KOTOR 2, never got any sleep though, the price I pay for my studies huh.
Meaning to say I'm still at an apprentice level for gaming, and I want, need to learn more to be a master of the gaming force, how many hours did I play I vaguley remember, 10pm-5am, oh yeah forgot about math, 7 hours of gaming fun right? My body is twitching for some reason I don't know why, or it maybe from lack of sleep, heck I've been awake for the last 15 hours or more I can't realy recall that much right now, too tired too sleepy, but at least I accomplished something today right? I don't know myself I'm not sure of anything right now I'm in a haze of gaming drunkeness if there even is such a thing, I should probably go to bed right now. updates on Fable coming later tonight, if I wake up in time to have gaming time, wow I'm getting redundant but that's okay I have an excuse, I'm tired, and that's all for today.

Dxun, Onderon, Dxun, Korriban, Dxun, Onderon

2005-10-20T10:22:00.000-07:00

Never knew the Mandalorians were so hospitable, they welcomed me into their camp with no hesitation at all, of course this had something to do with the fact that Kreia was pulling their strings, through Mandalore clan Ordo's leader. I wonder how Canderous Ordo (KOTOR 1 Charcter) is connected to Mandalore. Well as the title post is concerned those were the destinations I've been to, for the past six to eight hours of gaming fun. Onderon and it's moon Dxun is one of the first planets to fall under Mandalorian rule during the war. When I was at Korriban I got to face Darth Sion in combat, apparently he was an apprentice of Kreia. This is it for now more updates tommorow.

A Sacrifice for Space

2005-10-19T09:09:00.000-07:00

Dungeon Siege 2, another RPG that I'd be playing in the near future, was taking up to much space in my comp. that I had to uninstall it for the time being, a sacrifice of which gave me a lot more gains than consequences. I just finished the Nar Shadaa quest in KOTOR 2, I found it to be a bit hard pertaining to Mira's mission, the girl is weak in a lot of areas, but somehow I manage to get pass it all, there seems to be another glitch in the game. Explanation: as Mira I was shooting the enemies with my blaster riffle from afar, yet none of them even went close to investigate who was shooting at them, either this is a glitch or the A.I. system for the game was'nt fully developed. Next planet on the Star map is Onderon. that's all more updates tommorow.

A fate worse than death(an exaggeration of course)

2005-10-18T08:13:00.000-07:00

MS office, a program I have tried to get on my comp. for several weeks now, the time I finnaly get it, the unexpected happened, I can't play KOTOR 2, I need to sacrifice some of the other games I have to play this one, the situation I'm in right now is a dire one indeed, what do I do?

Nar Shadaa

2005-10-17T08:20:00.000-07:00

Nar Shadaa- after the Jedi-civil wars Nar Shadaa became a refuge for both the Republic and Sith survivors. As smelly and unapealing as a Hutt, but like the Hutt's Nar-Shadaa too brings in people to the fold. Mira a merc of Nar-Shadaa will soon become my apprentice to the path of the Jedi.

KOTOR 2

2005-10-16T06:47:00.000-07:00

Just finished with Dantooine, moving on to Nar Shadaa. I finaly got my lightsaber after finishing the Dantooine missions, rescuing Master Vrook saving the citizens of Dantooine from the merc Azkul and his band of outlaw fuckers. Now onto Nar Shadaa.

A Dream?

2005-10-15T09:09:00.000-07:00

In my keep
In my sleep
I see my bed
In my head
A dream of joy perhaps?
A nightmare of scare?
I did not konw and I did not care...

Unfortunately to my dismay to the latter
did it fall, to the latter indeed!

The room was filled with an eeire ambiance,
an atmosphere of doubt and fear.
Out of the shadows of dread did a girl appear.
She was as pale as lunar light in the darkest of nights
and had blood red succubi lips.
A face of which could not be compared.
She wore a hooded robe of black raven hair.

Within her stare did I see,
a fate of despair she had planned for me.
She then and there broke the stare,
with a gesture of her hand pointing out to me.
Then she said in a chilling tone
"One more" huh?

As i examined the room for signs of life........
....

I saw the shadows of my demise,
my doom gathered from all four corners of the room,
and in a fish scale loom,
they did start their trek for my impending doom.

I was struck by paralizing fear,
my movement was impared,
and even my herculean will was put to shame
my greatest of efforts were just in vain.

In the end the shadows came,
I was then engulfed by the darkness, by the madness,
of this unending sadness.

Sorry no updates to KOTOR 2 today, friends came over and messed up my plan of saving the galaxy from the menace of the Sith, instead a poem I wrote. Tommorow more updates to come for KOTOR 2.

KOTOR 2 update

2005-10-14T09:13:00.000-07:00

I'm now on Dantooine where the last Jedi accademy was located, until the Jedi-civil war came and brought about its destruction, caused by Revan his apprentice Malak and the sith army, now Dantooine is just a shell of its former glory.
My party members now include the following: Atton, Kreia, Handmaiden, T3-M4. I was able to get Visaas-Marr but KOTOR 2 has a lot of glitches. Explanation: when I defeated Visas-Marr and got her in my party, upon leaving the Ebon-hawk the game pauses in black, so instead of hurrying back to the Ebon-hawk I decided to finish all the quests on Dantooine first. I was lucky enough to save before getting Visas-Marr, otherwise I would have had to start the game all over again, crap and bull-dung man!

2005-10-14T08:20:00.000-07:00

The path of rigtheousness, a path I have always walked or maybe that's just my presumption, I don't know or maybe I do...father, don't talk about the dead it will only bring much uneaded emotions. Emotion is a path which leads to the darkside, there is no emotion there is only peace, there is no death, there is only the force. Well to get back to the game I have chosen the same path that I have chosen in the past and will do so in the future again and again I have chosen the path of the Jedi. No spoilers today I didn't have time to play sorry.
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Wrestling?

2005-10-13T10:27:00.000-07:00

The guy holding up the mag is a friend(Fab), I wonder, did something or someone posess this guy during the time of the pic? Pro Wrestling, please don't make me puke, an action soap opera on T.V. that's as fake as wax apples, but somehow it still draws a large amount of viewers among the misguide mases around the world, or maybe just in U.S.A. affiliated countires I'm not sure, the only thing I'm sure about is that Pro wrestling is just not appealing to me.

2005-10-13T10:24:00.000-07:00

Sir Ibba the ICT teacher of CIE, we the students never saw what was coming until it hit us, a great teacher with a broad knowledge of technological facilities & such. A well versed gamer as well, who has saved the world from dire situations more than a thousand times now I bet.
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KOTOR 2

2005-10-13T08:23:00.000-07:00

I just started playing the game last night 7pm to the early hours of 2am, school today was a little less than satisfactory when it comes to the degree of fun, but I'm not supposed to be talking (typing) about school right now, according to the title of this post I should be talking (typing) about Knights of the old Republic II. To get back to the subject there have been a medial amount of changes in the game compared to the first, one of the most notable ones is the alignment system, you can change your companions alignment through the influence of your character in the game, an exile Jedi from the time of Darth Revan's command in the Mandalorian wars. That is all for now more spoilers to come my friends, the invisible entities in cyberspace who has the time to read such mediocre reading materials.

KOTOR

2005-10-11T23:38:00.000-07:00

Knights of the old Republic set in the time line of 4,000 years before the first of the Star wars movies, you play the role of a soldier in the ranks of a rebulic ship, the sith has invade and you need to escape, and search for the Jedi Bastila, the commander of the ship.
the game is very very addictive, the only fault that the game has presented to me was its, wait HRM class is starting, I need to go sorry, sorry fictatious character who supposedly reads this blog.

BR Act

2005-10-10T21:49:00.000-07:00

Battle royal, very brutal movie, brutal yes but realy amusing, throaght slitting blood gushing action. I haven't finished watching it yet, 21 to go, 21 fellow students that is, time now class time, yes finish class first then watch battle royal again.