Experiment

Problems be it small, meddial or even colossal in size take up so much of our time, that in some isnstances we begin to forget ourselves, drown ourselves, and take the identities of the said problems in our lives. In my lifetime I have been subjected to these problems myself, of course, and the only means that I found to be helpful to float and not drown in them was in gaming. So, I began to put some thought in this reality that maybe I could take control over my life and create solutions for the said problems, how?, that was the first problem to my solution to the various other problems, so I just looked back to my past for refernce, gaming?, aha, what if I looked at life as it were a game, that way problems wouldn't seem to hard, and the said problems would'nt be poblems but instead they'd be quests that needs to be finished much like role playing games, you gain experience or in reality's terms knowledge. The more experiece you gain the more you levelup, and in reality's terms yet again, the more levels you have means, more success for you in whatever goals that you have set for yourself. The hard part to this line of thought is the fact that can you realy fool yourself into thinking that life is just a game?
I still don't know but I'll try this line of thought for a while to check and see if this will cheer me up a bit, because for some reason a blanket of melancholic emotion enraptues me more often now than last year. Hehehe just needed to write (type)something because I wasn't able to play fable today.