Time

Why does the passing of time feel as if it's eating away at my concience. I feel that there's something I'm supposed to do, but I'm to weak to accomplish these task for now, so I just sit back and watch as events unfold to their current state and take the blame for everything that has gone wrong due to the circumstance of me being too weak to help. The only answer I can think of now is to quickly come up with a good business idea and help them. Again I am caught in the loop of the feeling of helplesness, as I play more games, train, and study I feel as if I'm going further and further away from my goal, and eventually be numb to their predicament, I really hope the flash of inspiration hits me A.S.A.P.. Dungeon siege 2 and Elder Scrolls 3 Morrowind are my next targets for experience.