"Sigh" here comes the Void to suck me down again

"Sigh" This feeling of dread, of your fears coming to fruition, this is the worst feeling of all, the feeling of helplessness. I see myself slipping into the void of depression once again, FUCK!!!, why now when things are finally falling into place why now?!

They haven't returned my calls, and it's near graduation time, my deadline, if I don't get this thing moving I won't be graduating this June, oh crap!!, but crap just doesn't fit the current context I'm in maybe BULL CRAP WITH DUNG BEATLES and a KICK in the CROTCH will do, I think I'm going to have a breakdown in my immediate future. "Sigh"

I have no choice but to look on the bright side of things, it's not the end of the world. humm.. That's not the answer I'm looking for, but it's all I've got.
Am going to confess to mom tomorrow, I hope she says something that'll help.