Rejection...ouch
Not too long ago we've been dating, I thought everything was just fine, but it turns out that she just....just wants to be friends...T_T
I don't know, well actually I do, I came on a bit too strong, well at least that's my side of the story, my story, me being a he, makes it HISTORY, hahaha<-laughter
I only wish to give off a genuine laugh right now, but but but, huh..ow crap.
I know now that I feel numb, not really sad not really happy, just typing what I think I'll feel when the emotional hangover kicks-in in the morning.
Should I still try, or should I accept the fact that she doesn't see anything romantic in me? Ow ow ow ow ow cow bowow bow, cry crow bow wow. She said "I'm sorry but I only view you as a friend" with a tearful voice, I asked is there no hope at all?
she said I don't know, but I just want to be clear with you, I only view you as a friend, that's why I've been avoiding you, 'cause I don't want to hurt you in the future. I asked, hurt me in what way, she said, I don't know, I then asked her if she's ok with me still trying to be more than just friends, and she said it's up to you.
Well it boils down to the facts of what are we really? She's a girl, and I'm a guy who has feelings for her, and what do guys do to girls that they have feelings for?
We court them, naturally, and since she said that it's up to me if I still wanna go at it, I'll take that as an opportunity, we're still good friends, nothing more for now, only time will tell.
We've only been dating for more or less than three months, so I think it's too early for her to say it's over. I'll follow my advice, and not be a hypocrite, "persevere".

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