Fight for Tomorrow!

What do you do when everything and everyone seems to be conspiring against you, when the very events that are taking place around you seems so hopeless, what do you do?

You fight, Fight for tomorrow!, and that's exactly what I'll do!

"Sigh" here comes the Void to suck me down again

"Sigh" This feeling of dread, of your fears coming to fruition, this is the worst feeling of all, the feeling of helplessness. I see myself slipping into the void of depression once again, FUCK!!!, why now when things are finally falling into place why now?!

They haven't returned my calls, and it's near graduation time, my deadline, if I don't get this thing moving I won't be graduating this June, oh crap!!, but crap just doesn't fit the current context I'm in maybe BULL CRAP WITH DUNG BEATLES and a KICK in the CROTCH will do, I think I'm going to have a breakdown in my immediate future. "Sigh"

I have no choice but to look on the bright side of things, it's not the end of the world. humm.. That's not the answer I'm looking for, but it's all I've got.
Am going to confess to mom tomorrow, I hope she says something that'll help.

Shin Megami Tensei Nocturne

Call it what you will-
a revelation from god, or a curse of the demon king
The fact remains that our world came to an end.

A heretic called upon an unearthly light,
and devastation ensued.

Chaos crawled out of the depths of the ocean,
from the black abyss.

Death upon death. ..
Nothing but death in this barren land.

Who can we pray to!
There are only demons and fiends here.

A voice in the dark beguiles me.

"Truth is a mystery, unravelled by the candles' flames."

---- From The Journal of a Man Who Wandered into Another World

In Tokyo, Japan, a high school student on his way to visit his teacher at the hospital meets a reporter who tells him a bizarre story about a recent clash in a local park, which the man believes is tied to the occult.

After the strange run-in, the boy arrives at the hospital in Shinjuku only to discover that the hospital is empty and his teacher is nowhere to be found. After wandering around the deserted building, the boy encounters a mysterious man in the basement. Shortly after, from the rooftop, he witnesses a catastrophic event--the Conception. The earth shakes and a bright light engulfs everything on the horizon. When the boy awakens, he finds his appearance drastically altered. As he wanders the hospital halls, he comes to realize that he has been turned into a demon.

In the aftermath of the destruction, the boy sets forth on a journey where he must battle against demonic forces to bring order to the chaos. The world awaits its rebirth, but will it ever be the same again?

THANK YOU!!!!!!

Tina thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you.

For the new burner, I'll be sure to burn you your anime at a moments request!

It's been too long since last I....

Posted anything in my blog. These days time seems so fast, that I find it hard to pick myself up and digest what's happening to my world. I feel lost and unsure, I guess it's due to my up and coming graduation, crap!! I'll miss school.

Lost and unsure, this is true, but when I look at what's happening in the "bigger picture" perspective, I know I should be happy and thankful but that's simply not the case.

Three potential futures lie ahead for me, One being a Director of film, am being offered to be an apprentice of this certain director, Two be one of those people who fix game graphics, am being offered to try it out for a year, and Three be an Entrepreneur, I studied this course for 2 years and how many months, but the thing is.... the business right now....... well it's stuck....... crap!!, 'cause a certain company won't reciprocate my endeavors in moving the business, but...... I can't blame it all on them, meaning I slack-off too much, and I'm too quiet.

In my "bigger picture" perspective as of now, I see that I can pursue all three futures at the same time, but the thing is the third option really depends on the company's response, and I know that If I pursue all of these futures theres a big chance that I'll burn-out, surely hope not.

What the gist of all these circumstances are telling me right now, I guess is, "hey you're still young, don't aim for the ceiling, aim high, aim for the sky and fly, while you still can", hum.. nice, ok I'll do it, I'll aim for the sky...