FUCK YEAH: Graduation!!!

Tomorrow's my graduation ceremony, I'm so excited I can't hold it anymore, so anxious so rambunctious, so so so so much more than words can say, with the use of imagery though, just think that I'm so happy that I want to punch some one's face in with my straight, then kick him in the groin, give him a knee to the face, then just kick him on the ground till he ceases to breathe, I guess that's how happy I am right now ohhh... FUCK...CK...cK...ck...

Plus her smile is another reason to be happy, hehehe, I just can't get enough of her these days, crap, huh...hh, hehehe.

What's next for me? Film school and an apprenticeship under a known director, how cool is that?! And the real kicker to this predicament is that it's all for free!!!!!!!XD

Thanks Brother!!!!!

Fox Pics: Who's there?

Fox Pics: I didn't do it!

Fox Pics: I hunt alone

Fox Pics: Me pounce you DIE!!!

Don't know why..

I don't know why I feel the way I feel, don't know why I can't be what I wanna be, don't know why I can't say what I wanna say, I'm just confused I guess, or maybe am afraid of the repercussions to come If I do what I'm supposed to do, if I say what I need to say. Fear sucks, it kicks you in the nuts and leaves you to be devoured by the wolves.

Thank goodness I can count on her to lighten up my day, although she may sometimes leave me feeling worse than I initially felt, at least I still get to smile when I'm with her.

I feel like I'm torn up inside and broken outside, just like a collage of misinterpretations and the angst of the events that have and will have come in the near future. This is it I'm calling him up, I'm telling him everything, hope he doesn't beat me with a stick.

Next time I'll be posting something positive, don't wanna be sucked into the void of depression.